Restless

I’ve been restless the last few days. Not that I don’t appreciate my life and enjoy what I’m doing, I do. Something just... feels off. Maybe I have cabin fever. I just feel like there is another version of myself locked inside and scratching to get out. Then again, I have had more thoughts about surrender and getting back in touch with my inner slave and little girl. Hmm perhaps that is what has me so antsy?

Grace sent me this song today, after talking with her about it. I want to post some of the lyrics here, because it really speaks to my heart. The song is 'Wild Horses' by Natasha Bedingfield (I love her music!)

I feel these four walls closing in
Face up against the glass
I'm looking out, hmmm
Is this my life I'm wondering
It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around
Is this the bed I chose to make
There's greener pastures I'm thinking about
Hmm, wide open spaces far away

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but not feel scared

Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind, I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love like I'm longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses