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I miss you Mom.

11.20pm

11.20p

my heart stopped 

I couldn't breathe

I couldn't think

I couldn't feel anything

fogginess... 

dizziness... 

Mom drew her last breathe tonight...

I don't think I've breathed since...

Seven Brides for Seven Brothers

Last night I watched a classic movie, Seven Brides for Seven Brothers.  I used to watch this with Dad a lot, seeing it again reminded me of him... for a few hours, we were laughing together again, watching in awe of the agility of the character's in the dance routines. Like many others, this was always my favorite scene growing up.

I hadn't watched it in almost two years - it was the first time I had ever watched it without him.  But I can finally say, I see the beauty in Dad's favorite scene.

I miss you Dad.  Thank you for watching this movie with me...