I'm a nice girl. I have a good sense of humor and work hard. I am very submissive and possess a slave's heart... I am very attracted to Gentlemen. I'm not saying that I want to be treated like I am made of glass or super fragile... But I do want to be treated like a lady in public. I understand being treated a certain way at a play party or with like minded friends, but... in public... I want to be treated like a person.
No matter where I am, I will always belong to the One that owns me. I will follow Him as deep as He wishes to take me, but its important to me that things appear 'normal' in public. Yes I will be His slave, yes I will be His whore, yes I will be His property... but I also need to be His lady in public.
Please know that this means I will behave as a lady in public. I am respectful and well mannered. I will not embarrass Him by correcting Him in public, rubbing His nose into anything (figuratively), or by airing dirty laundry to anyone who will listen.
The full truth is that being treated with respect in public makes me feel safe. It makes me feel like He will take care of me, I don't mean financially or sexually - but it makes me feel protected. Plus there is something about being lead through a crowd by His hand in mine or directed by His hand at my back. And my heart melts whenever He places an order for me...
Until recently, I never realized this was a taboo part of power exchange. Why are men so ashamed to treat their women like a lady? Shouldn't that go hand in hand with her belonging to Him? Sometimes I worry that society is moving away from manners, etiquette and class... then other times I think that the internet has eliminated the need for such things. It seems when someone can hide online, what doesn't work for one person, who knows her worth and doesn't put up with that immature pouting crap, will probably work on the next girl who doesn't know any better... and that is so very sad.
Thank you humbly for listening to my rambling... I try not to rant but this is a very important topic to me... and I don't understand why I am often called 'spoiled, selfish, unslavelike' by this desire to be treated as His - in every way.
