Foolish Girl

I can be so stupid sometimes. I went through this phase were I wasn't myself... Its no excuse. I want to learn control, even in those moments. I need to learn to be patient with myself and that would allow me to be patient with Others.

I still haven't *you know*. I know that I can if I want too, but I have lost my need to touch myself. As foolish as it sounds, I feel like I would be disobeying...

Doing a lot of thinking, taking it one day at a time. I have a new motto I want to truly embrace in 08:

~ Whatever will be, will be. ~