Friday, May 7, 2010

He's gone


I did everything I was supposed to! I was a good girl, I did my absolute best to be a good daughter to Him... Its not fair! I was there! I did what I was supposed to. I was obedient, I honored him, I took care of him, I did what was best for him... and he left me anyway. Why do they always leave me? Why didn't he stay? Why couldn't he stay? What did I do that was so wrong?

Just once, I need someone to stay...

*In my head I know that Dad is at peace and he is not hurting anymore. In my head I would never wish him back into the misery he was existing in... but in my heart, I miss him so much that I can't breathe.

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