I wonder if this is how people always get close: They heal each other's wounds; they repair the broken skin.- Lauren Oliver, Pandemonium
I think its more about quietening the other person's demons... a merging of souls so that the broken cracks are now filled with life and hope...
I've always been super quiet about my romantic side, well except for the times it has came out on this blog... but I find myself thinking about it more and more lately... I don't know if I'm hoping for something like this or using these thoughts to shield myself from those I meet...
I hate the way that conversations I have now are good at first but then five minutes in, I'm totally bored. I hate those quiet awkward silences where no matter what topic I bring up the guy says "uh ha yeah, so you're cute." Or just keep saying "so when can I hold you?" Uh... if you can't hold a conversation with me for more than five minutes then you aren't going to hold my body anytime soon. That makes me sound like a total bitch but I just.... I need someone who can capture my attention and that I have his.
Update: Crazy scattered, sorry!
I've always been super quiet about my romantic side, well except for the times it has came out on this blog... but I find myself thinking about it more and more lately... I don't know if I'm hoping for something like this or using these thoughts to shield myself from those I meet...
I hate the way that conversations I have now are good at first but then five minutes in, I'm totally bored. I hate those quiet awkward silences where no matter what topic I bring up the guy says "uh ha yeah, so you're cute." Or just keep saying "so when can I hold you?" Uh... if you can't hold a conversation with me for more than five minutes then you aren't going to hold my body anytime soon. That makes me sound like a total bitch but I just.... I need someone who can capture my attention and that I have his.
Update: Crazy scattered, sorry!
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