This girl has served in a power exchange relationship as property before. At the Owner’s wishes, a girl was a bit disconnected from the Owner, and She with this one. To help keep the girl in her place, She said. The girl kept her ‘little girl’ side locked away somewhere safe, so she wouldn’t be hurt. Anyway, the relationship ended abruptly, horrifically, and left the girl beyond devastated.
Along her journey, girl has learned more of her ‘little girl’ and as unslavelike as it may sound, the little girl tends to be out more than she stays hidden. She has a good Friend who can lure her from the shadows, into the light to play, laugh, color, and explore. However, He has has brought up the topic of being 'property' for a Master... which scares that little girl. She has never been property before, isn’t sure if she is strong enough for everything it entails. The slave part of this girl, is strong enough and desires those black/white boundaries that come with being 'property', but the little girl needs, longs, craves that playful attention from Daddy and being allowed to stray a bit before Daddy brings her back to Him.
The little girl has such high expectations from Daddy, needs so much of His guidance and support that she cannot serve without expecting anything in return. Not that it is the only reason she serves Daddy, she does want to make Him happy and please Him, but she also needs Him. Property is focused solely on His needs, His desires, His pleasure. Her own comes from His being pleased and taken care of. Property does not serve because of what she can get from Him or for His attention afterwards, but simply because her only focus is pleasing Him. Then again, a little girl only wants to make Daddy happy and proud of her... Hmm... Maybe she can be both? A girl’s mind doesn’t think so, but this quote gives her hope.
Along her journey, girl has learned more of her ‘little girl’ and as unslavelike as it may sound, the little girl tends to be out more than she stays hidden. She has a good Friend who can lure her from the shadows, into the light to play, laugh, color, and explore. However, He has has brought up the topic of being 'property' for a Master... which scares that little girl. She has never been property before, isn’t sure if she is strong enough for everything it entails. The slave part of this girl, is strong enough and desires those black/white boundaries that come with being 'property', but the little girl needs, longs, craves that playful attention from Daddy and being allowed to stray a bit before Daddy brings her back to Him.
The little girl has such high expectations from Daddy, needs so much of His guidance and support that she cannot serve without expecting anything in return. Not that it is the only reason she serves Daddy, she does want to make Him happy and please Him, but she also needs Him. Property is focused solely on His needs, His desires, His pleasure. Her own comes from His being pleased and taken care of. Property does not serve because of what she can get from Him or for His attention afterwards, but simply because her only focus is pleasing Him. Then again, a little girl only wants to make Daddy happy and proud of her... Hmm... Maybe she can be both? A girl’s mind doesn’t think so, but this quote gives her hope.
A Master will know every inch, and care for every inch of one of his slave girls. He will know every hair, every sweet blemish on her. In a way she is nothing to him, for she is only slave. But in another way she is very important to him. She is one of his women. He will want to know her completely, every inch of her body, every inch of her mind. Nothing less will satisfy him. She is his property. He will choose to know his property thoroughly.
~ Hunters of Gor, page 145
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