Teary Thoughts

It's hard to know when to give up the fight
Some things you want will just never be right
It's never rained like it has tonight before
Now I don't wanna beg you baby
For something maybe you could never give
I'm not looking for the rest of your life
I just want another chance to live
Thoughts better left unexpressed... 

Feeling this way is isolating...  ..... even moreso when its your birthday.