Monday, August 29, 2011

Betrayal

*This picture is not of me*


I've been hurt recently, its been a week now and I still a bit numb.  This time, I took things slow... We talked a lot about wants, needs, limits, desires, etc...  


Five months later, I was betrayed in the one way I didn't expect... 


I have forsaken myself...  As much as my mind wants to blame it on the other person, it was more my fault... for ignoring red flags.. for not requiring more in return.. for not standing up for my most vulnerable self and waiting for the right kind of Man... who won't set out to hurt me intentionally.


I'm tired of being toyed with, played with for a brief period then tossed to the side like yesterday's newspaper scraps...  

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