Sunday, June 24, 2012

That Moment

This is the moment it hits you, when you become completely mine. When your only focus is my pleasure. When your only point of reference is skin. When your only duty is sensation. 


This is the moment when your second sight shows you how beautiful you become in my hands.


- Shared by Quantum Satis. 



Monday, June 18, 2012

What you want



What you want 
by RefinedMaster  


You and I want the stillness and quiet mind that comes when you give up. I want the pleasure that comes when you please. you want me to know it is no "gift" you give. you are doing what you need to. It is no "gift". you want easy silence. And we want easy laughter. you want the loss of control. you want to go past or over or beyond what you imagine the edge to be. you want to feel safe with someone taking you there. you want to trust that someone will bring you back. you want to learn. you want to be pushed. you want to be challenged. you want to be wanted. 


you want the freedom that comes with complete surrender and submission. you want your submission and surrender to be absolutely genuine and real. you want to respect me. I will make you nervous. Few do. you want to be played with. you want to be used. you want to be bound. you want to give what I want. Or I want you to take it if that's what you want. you want to be completely uninhibited and you want to feel what that's like. you want to be accepted after that. you want that small smile to cross your lips the next day when you think of what happened the night before. 


you want that heat that comes from your passion and surrender and my passion and control. you want to be devoured and ripped apart. And seen. And then you want to want to stay. And you want to stay looking at the person who did it. Then you might want pancakes. you want the chemistry. 


you want the real deal. 


And you want the truth.


Thank you Sir for allowing me to share your journal entry.

Saturday, June 9, 2012

It Never Fails

So I met a guy and he seems cool.


We begin to talk more in depth and he appears interesting. 


We begin to exchange kinks and he is into some pretty extreme stuff, which of course tends to make my pulse quicken.  We spend a lot of time talking, texting, camming, etc - discussing everything from movies to kink to food to work... 


And then it happens. 


I find out he is involved with someone else.  Even though, in his words, he is "somewhat unhappily involved with a manipulative controlling demanding" wife. 


Yet it becomes my fault that I am "not understanding" of his "situation".  He claims I should be "slavelike" and "accept him as he is".  Well that's all find and dandy but I didn't sign up for a lying cheater who is too pussy whipped to stand up to his wife for "what he wants".  



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